HOLA!

sorry fr the lack of update. i've been really busy. i've been going thru and fro to ttsh fr a week. i've seen atok's condition worsen, and i've seen him slowly progress. its atrociously saddening, but yea. i can't do anything. i can only afford to sit and pray in silence.

stayed over fr 2 consequent nights. 2 sleepless nights. wow. imagine that. luckily abg was with me during the 2nd night or else i'd be dreading.

i shan't elaborate more abt atok, nak tahu lebih kan? call aku, aku explain(:

anw. atok sang fr me a song that he only sings ard my family 2 nights ago when me and kakak stayed over. i was too amazed that i frgt abt technology. grr. i should have taken a video! ):

"wish me luck, as i wish you goodbye. once again, we shall meet you and i.."

those nights were memorable. he smiled. he giggled. he laughed. he yawned ; normal things that could make me smile through out those nights. those nights in which i wish that he'll get better. even if he were to leave, i just hope he'll leave peacefully and not in a hurtful manner.

"asal tak balik?! org lain semue dah balik. kan dah malam." -atok

~ i love him dearly.
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anw. i'm sick! hahaha. see! i have one masin mouth indeed. why cant i have what he's having? kan kan kan! atok baek, aku saket. haha. amekk kauu!~ yg sihat jage yg sakit. yg sakit menjadi baik, yg baik pula sakit. fuh! gerek habess~~

okay. i shall stop here. pls ignore my simple blogskin. i'm kinda bored with nice, sophisticated ones. my life's currently dull, so yea. this explains much right? alrighto~ i'm gna rest now, or not.

aku dah update kan? dah. tkmo complain lagi! haha!
i miss my oofve babes so much.

oh and did i mention this before? my holiday was cancelled. my flight? was left just like that. yes, 5 tickets burnt in thin air. haiya. okay BYE.