last day of sch ;
iqa syg, me, shaykh boyfriend!
iqa, eileen, me. pls ensure that this wont be last i smile ever so widely fr i swear my heart is badly torn right now ):
Pure literature~ mr row, the bestest teacher ever(:
ini khas dari kami , kepada semua yang telah menyakitkan hati kami ! :(
my syg&my tall tall boyfriend. hahahaha.

alritee. today's last day of sch before study leave. i'm left with 2 weeks of revison which equates to intensive study. wow. not long after, my i think i'll involve into king kong, right eza? haha. alright baby, i swear my heart just crashed into a million pieces. i swear i'm back to square one. i swear i'm struggling again. i swear i need my ooofve gfs+eza. i swear i feel like crashing down. i swear, i feel like taking it. ahhh! i give up. i seriously do. lets just allow time to fix me back again. i'm not sure how long it may or will take. but i just hope that my friends wont bail on me. haish.

eza, q, iqa, dee, irni ; i need you girls badly right nowwww :(

yea. i'll just wait till when this game will pursue. i'm not part of it anymore. i'm just gna sit&watch. i'll be the observer. from play, to game over, to restart, and to end game. i aint clicking on restart once more, but i'm just gna leave it to play. i'm tired of it. pls, help me clear things off. thankyou. i expected you to be diff. but wow, i ended up in square one AGAIN. whatever you mentioned, is making me confuse la sia! not only that, you're making it hard fr me. somehow in someway, i'm still holding on and i aint letting go. i may be weak, but pls dont make that as a disadvantage to yourself.

"aren't you tired of waiting?"
"possibly, but i have to keep trying."
"why?"
"because if i dont remain open, i will simply fade away."

-from paulo coelho, like flowing rivers. chapter remaining open to love.

thanks iqa fr the book. ily.