alright, i've relinked and i'll make it open to all slowly. i'm only gna inform some of my peeps cause i think my blog will start to sound personal. anyhoos. my heart is seriously hurt. as you guys can see, i aint handling this matter well. shocking right that i dint talk back to her? i know. i just dont want to spoil their oh-so-perfect rs. good luck to them anw(: semoga korang happy selalu la eyh!

so anyhoos. my birthday's in two days&i'm kinda not looking forward to it. abah's coming back spore on that day, and i suppose thats the only thing that excites me. gosh, i miss him like hell okayyy :( and yeaaa. i have no plans fr my bday. hoho. like what the heyyy kannn. but takpe. i'll just rot at home.
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kay you've seriously drowned me and i'm lost again. freak, if you hadnt lied, this wouldnt happen. if you hadnt try to cover your lies, i would have been over you. if you hadnt given me HOPES, i wouldnt even bother abt you. thanks eh! thanks fr all those bullshits you gave. its much appreciated. i dint expect it to come from you. i dint know that guys at your age will still be so childish, so immature. i expected you to be evth that you werent. i guess i was wrong. i pinned my hopes too high. extremely high, i suppose. yea. guys will always be the same. i still believe in karma. i wont do it back to guys, cause y'know why? that just simply means i'm the same as you. haha. and yea. sedangkan Tuhan boleh maafkan segala dosa yg hambanya telah lakukan, kenape kiter; hamba-hambaNya tidak boleh memaafkan saudara-maranya? CHEH. speaking siol aku. hahaha. dah laa. TO HELL WITH ALL THESE.

anw. my apologies to all if i sound different. i'm trying my best here to be normal.(:
syg korang okay! harap dimaafkan yerrrr. muah muah!

kay chao!