graduation ceremonyyyyy!

aww. the pictures makes me sadddd.):

i'm gna miss all of them badlyyyy.

ooofve family! hahaha.
with eyka sotong! hehe.
LITERATURE STUDENTS! <3

daddie! & yazid.
yazid! haha.
amir! imy. but fuck! you're behaving so suckishly ):
my sec one and two class(:
MY HUSBAND/BOYFRIEND! :D
blackisblackkk(:

*kening naek kening naek*

mcm sajak jer krg duer. hahahaha.
DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D

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alright, finally i get hold of this laptop. argh. i seriously hope i'll pass my o's. pls pls pls. hehe. talked to abg mimi ytd(: he advised me a lottttttt. ahaha. i dint know you cared so muchhh. lol. alright. i cant wait to go out with him, kak wati, daddie, and the guysss. haha. i tot nak buat ramai2, tapi tknk ah. abg kalau suroh budak2 dier turon, mati! hahaha. ribot siol nnt.

anw. 2 papers down. hah. i just cant wait fr all these to end.

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haish. i seriously cant stand my family! fuck la. cant you freaking understand me? suker nah korang kasih pressure. wtf? you think its easy isit? you think its fun eh to struggle?! what the hey?! stoppp comparing me with your friends, or my friends or even anyone else! its really making me pissed off. what? 16 yrs of comparism, of pressures, of all those painful acts and behaviours and sharp words that you spray to me like vomits. if this goes on, i can actually lose grip and hell i'll be happy then! i'm sure you guys will too kan?

when i'm rebellious, you guys CRY like drama, wanting me to chg. when i've chged, you guys step on me like rubbish, like as tho i'm nth. WOW! IS THIS WHAT YOU CALL CARE AND CONCERN? OR EVEN FAMILY, FOR A START. ha-ha. ape? your money is what you guys care abt right? whoa! let me make this clear. duit tak boleh bawak mati la oie! argh! i feel like screaming. i feel like i wana hit smth. what the hell laaaaaa.

you guys just wait. after o's, i'm gna do smth to myself. diff hair colour, opening my piercings back, and start to be away from family fr the moment. fuck i need fresh air rather than polluted ones which is forever here in this freaking house.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! aku binget.

~ i know i'm gna regret saying this. but this is just how i feel. i cant stand bottling up my feelings and pretending that life is happy fr me. drama is over. reality is up.