okay , i've just hung upp the phone with el nino and i'm really hungry right now . come buke , come . come faster pls . argh , my tummy is having jamming sessions with tabla[s] & they seem to be having the time of their life =.="

i attended the exhibitons today with abg(: uhh , newsflash to everyone , he is NOT my guy . he's my blood brother . i know we dont look alike , but pls dont come to that assumption . thankyou !~ so anyway , i finally decided that i'm going fr hospitality and tourism / tourism and resort in management . cut off point is 14 , and that is what ? applicable only fr temasek poly . what the hey ! i wana go SP . buttt sadly , the cut off point is lower . prolly 11 ? omg la . how do you expect me to do that good ? i seriously am not confident in myself . but hell yea ! i'm still gna try my best fr it .

reached home , and continued to do my research on the courses that i had in mind . guess what ? i was so firm of what i wanted and i was still trying to search fr more confidence , and guess what ? both kakak & abah was worsening the situation . c'mon lah ! you guys know i'm fickle and yet you said all those . fr example , "its hard y'know !" "are you sure?" "i cant help you tau if you get into DHTM" "if you're unable to cope, you cant back out okay" "you tak takot fail ker?" "you dont wana try smth easier?" . haha, wow . i expected more than this . first was a math , and now this ? thanks kay , thanks . it really helped to ease my everything .

and after all these , [insert name] called me & i swear he got me so pissed out . first was today morning . you made me talk to till 6 plus even when i was pleading fr you to allow me to sleep . and what ? you said no and continued to talk . hey , i was freaking tired okay . have some mercy la oie ! then just now , you were talking to me like %^@&(!)&# . luckily my lifesaver called me up . thanks yo . if you hadn't call me , i think my puasa dah batal =.=" haish .

so yeaa . el nino was supporting enough to say just go fr it . "nth in life is easy . if diploma is easy , i assure you that everyone in this world would be a diploma cert holder" kan youu ? kan kan kan ? hha . thx fr being thr to talk to me & crap with me . ahaha . and i swear you're a naughty boy back then .

in any ways , i'm gona try my luck . i've got less then 8 weeks to prepare fr my o' written papers . and i have 7 subj to revise . one subj one week ? whoa . i think my head will burst like fireworks . heh . nahh , its okay . aku akan kuatkan semangat aku (: cheh dey lah . bobal confident , ntaa boleh load tk aku peih semangat nieh .

kay wth ? i think my tummy is playing techno right now . hahaha . swear sumpah its really louddd . anw , i've been feeling lethargic these days & i'm not quite sure why . altho i sleep late at night , i'll still make it up by sleeping in the afternoon know . haiyo . my body system sucks .

i think i'm gna stop here . i'm effing shacked right now .