daddy cooked today ! yay !
sambal udang . FUH ! i sukerrrrr ! ( with the sleng ehhh )

21 march(:
this is indeed a delirious day for me . ALAS , i finally joined my cousins for an outing . dad's side okay . haha . puhlease ! i wont bother to join in if its from my mom's side . firstly , its cause they're stuck up . secondly , they're tremendously proud . lastly , they're those whom you will say , sombong nak mampus . yeah . basicly thats it . oh well , the outing consisted of nad , nat , batul , malik , aiman , nas , aimi & eeza [ aisyah's missing ] hurr .

and so , we went to vivocity , but before that i went to meet eeza at her homie & proceeded to meet amir for breakfastlunch [ err . its smth you guys wouldnt understand ] . we terhegeh2 and only left yishun prolly ard 1.50pm . hha . promised to meet 1.45 , and thats the time i left =.=" ohhh , i'm b-a-d at being p-u-n-c-t-u-a-l . it runs in the family , cause ALL of us actually came LATE . to my amazement , i was early . yes , early . athough it was considered late la . he he . one by one came and when all has reached , bought tickets and we went to watch dragonball . nadiah ; yesyes . the movie was indeed an interesting one . goku is hawtttt ! haha . neh ! jensen ackles is still so much better . to be exact , he's really , really hawt . he's the kind that makes you go gugugaga . fuh ! aft the movie , we were hunting high and low for coffee bean . haha . aft getting em , went to play water in which i totally dint plan to get wet . BUT , thanks to my dearest cousins , i was drenched . i got wet from head to toe . grr , they were pulling , pushing & splashing water at each of us . totally causing disaster . haha . i'm proud to admit that they are my cousins(: & i love them , haha . anyhoos , we played water for approx-ly 2 hours after which we went to get chicken cutlet for dinner . heee . done & we headed home with warm hugs(:

"haii .. rajin ya bik ... " -malik
"kau diam ! dah baik aku nk tolong keringkan baju kau! " -nad
*sambil smacking malik with the baju*
"aduh ! stop ! sbelom aku PENCAT KAU ! " -malik

hahahah ! it was suppose to be pecat . lol .

* malik hugged me and turned me round & round . pantat ! haha . seram oi ! *

today , went for the belting test . i literally learn almost EVERYTHING , again . mainly cause what we learnt was different from his ; abg zamri , i think . so yeaa . one thing for sure , i'll pass . But sad to say , i wish to say as a white belt . not to be what la .. but still , i dont want to be what they say , kerek pasal dah naik . i mean , okay .. yellow is good enough for me . but green ? nah . i'll think ten times before actually going for it . hey , green is actually by fact , good . too good for me . hmm , anyway . i found out smth that my abg said abt me . [ my blood brother ]

"aku nak spa ngan adek kau ah"
"kau dah tkde keje?"
"haha ! tkd la . tapi adek kau nieh takut nah nk spa .."
"kau kene tunggu die marah baru boleh"

- a convo of him . haiyo ! haha . oh well , yes . i admit , thats me . anger is what motivates me . oh hell to this . i'll spa when i feel like it(:

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my dear twinnie , call me if there's anyth okay .. heh . whatever it is , listen to your heart .. although things may seem vague to you right now , let time show you a bigger picture .. "it'll all get better in time".. i know how it feels ; falling for someone so deeply , and watching that person chg to a total someone you dont even know .. it hurts , alot . better yet , that person has got no inkling of the magnitude as to how much they've hurt you & how much they mean to you . haish . ily twinnie .. cheer up aye .

" the longer it is , the more hurt you'll be .
but the longer it is , the more you learn of each other "

~ i dont wish this to happen to me again . i'm not ready ... at all ..
when you said ; this will soon happen to me in the train , i could feel my heart pump faster and faster . i know that i cant bear the pain . not at all , okay . everyone has got their weakest points . words that come from a special , treasured friend like you , it feels like a dagger being stabbed into my heart . do you have any idea of it , dear friend ? no . idk laa eh , but all i know , i love my friends . including you , and i dont wish to lose you just like that . pls la .. you mean alot to me , but those words makes me feel so .. idk . lets cut it short ,
i feel h-u-r-t . buttttttt . ily , friend .

"simpan you sampai mati.."
okay , maybe i will .

okay bye .
badan ku akan cerai bersama nyawa ku tidak lama lagi . hah !