i'm g0nna practice pr0per english fr0m n0w 0n . * f0r bl0g jerr . hha(:

t0day was fun yet tirering . started the day with assembly . g0sh was it interesting .
hha . i swear we were all very attentive . c00l 0r what ? s0 yea . less0ns per n0rmal ,
till chem . shaykh & haikal were s0 active . kec0h t0 the max ! s0 yea . the experiments were fun .
we were playing with the chemicals & having fun [ Q , atiQa , shaykh & me ]
next was literature . mr r0w is superbly fun y0u kn0w . we were having less0ns ,
when Q asked dian ; describe y0urself in 0ne w0rd .
dian ; silence . that was when i jumped in ; i'll describe myself as INN0CENT .
guess what ? mr r0w went ' pfffffffft ' when he heard me say that .
s0 yea , Q described herself as quiet & he went ' pfffffft ' again . hur ! hey , we're b0th g00d girls aye .
he he he . there he g0es , telling us an ir0nic j0ke , hha . & t0wards the end 0f 0ur less0ns ,
he sh0uted , " 0hmyG0d ! what the hell is that ?! " p0inting t0wards the area 0utside 0ur class .
initially , we th0ught he was j0king . but when we turned , there was a swarm 0f bees .
scary , i swear . " 0kay every0ne , quickly pack your stuffs ." every0ne packed up , & left the b0utique r00m .
" HAHAH . BEES DRILL IS IT ? " - Riyan
siak jer nieh anak . hha . we left , & st00d near the art r00m till we g0t sh00-ed by teacher[s] .

aft sch , went t0 lepak . with amir , irni , shaykh & haikal . hurr , weird right ? i kn0w .. heh !
being with them is fun . sh0ckingly , they can be 0kay with each 0ther after the c0nflict last year .
0h well , buang yg keruh ambil yg jernih . CHEH CHEH ! hha . left ard 5 ? and went t0 meet papa .
seri0us peih kaki gerek la dier . *sigh* i miss my friends . th0se wh0m i've l0st c0ntact with .
~ azmi TP , ajin , udyn , akai , seha , faez , ujang , pikapika , hisyam , shah , yuan jie , hazique , farid , sadiq [ite] , budak2 ite ys , amir , fuad , warri0rs , AKIM :(
hurr . there's l0ts m0re but currently , they're n0t yet in my mind . hha . siakk je .

anyh00s . g0nna write a sh0rt msg f0r itek .
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dear itek ,
i'm s0rry that y0u're utterly hurt by me . and i kn0w , y0u feel that i've been cheating 0n y0u .
well , that's n0t true . and if y0u think i'm such an ass , then d0 s0 . cause i cant c0ntr0l y0ur mind .
alright , why i decided t0 break 0ff with y0u ;
first and f0rem0st , it has nth t0 d0 with y0u , th0ugh y0u were kinda getting 0n my nerves .
its just sch00l & studies . i'm just utterly stressed t0 an extend that i'm n0t myself .
take n0te : its N0T 0nly t0 y0u aye .
i'm sure smiqa n0ticed me being quiet . even with them , i'm n0t as fun as i was . haish .
i'm s0rry y0u guys that i've changed in a way . s0 yea . back t0 where i was .
the sec0nd reas0n was that i'm n0t ready f0r a r/s . my mistake 0f accepting y0u .
i th0ught i c0uld let g0 0f the past & start a new chapter . BUT i c0uldnt . it just hurts me m0re .
it reminds me 0f it & i utterly dislike it . s0rry , but i just cant take the pressure .
exactly why i said r/s are pressures t0 me . alright , the next reas0n is family .
i'm kinda having s0me r0ugh patches with my family . and y0u kn0w when it c0mes t0 family ,
i get pulled d0wn easily , very easily . i really h0pe y0u understand my situati0n here .
and the wr0ng msg i sent y0u by mistake , d0nt get me wr0ng . but its just s0me0ne wh0m
i let my feeling[s] 0ut t0 & at the same time means al0t t0 me . like an abg , i swear .
think what y0u want , cause y0u w0uldnt understand , since y0u y0urself kuat jeal0us .
amir ; is the guy . i started c0ntacting him weeks back , & i miss him truck l0ads .
a guy wh0 was a stranger , c0me friend , t0 a cl0se fren , been a bestfriend , n0w a br0ther .
we b0th had g0ne thru ups & d0wns tgt . & seri0usly , he understands me way better than y0u d0 .
d0nt misjudge , but its just that the time i've spent with him cant be c0mpared t0 y0u , 0r any0ne .
excluding smiqa , aye . d0nt believe , ask ard . " is muslihah cl0se t0 amir ? "
me & him , dah MACAM mataer . but n0 , we're n0t . we're just very cl0se . just like me & my bl00d br0ther .
alright , i'm tired 0f typing this l0ngg msg . esp when y0u're n0t g0nna take the time t0 think .
i 0ffered t0 be a friend , but y0u indirectly rejected it . s0 yea . its y0ur decisi0n , s0 0kay .
t00dles aye . taking care . y0u take care t00 .