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Saturday, January 31, 20097:53 AM
♥ 23 January 09 had chi new year celeb . ie t0t it was g0nna be a funnfunn la . BUT ie was s0 damn wr0ng , hha . started the day by d0ing the dec0[s] 0f 0ur class . hurr . semangat si0l ! padehal , satu2 nga mendaq . hurr . aft d0inf the dec0[s] , went t0 0ur squ hall f0r the c0ncert . me , q , dian , irni was super hyper at first . but t0wards the middle 0f the sh0w , eh wait . ie think when it JUST started , we g0t b0red . satu2 at first step gereq uh . sh0ut here , sh0ut dher , laugh here , laugh dher .. but ended up , all f0r 0f us , n0te eh ; ALL 0f us ; had 0ur heads 0n 0ur hands . 0ur face were seri0usly [n0 c0mments uh eh] MENDAQ LA WEI . aft the c0ncert , went t0 canteen t0 eat . aft eatingg , went t0 play v0lleyball . 0hmy . i'm dark 0nce m0re . hurr ! due t0 the h0t h0t sunn . && ie met rauf just n0w . haishh . ie miss rauf n0e ! ie miss training . ie wanted t0 g0 trng dhix yer , but when ie g0t t0 n0e he's n0t here anm , ie was s0 damn dem0tivated ): n0e why ? n0e why ? ie have n0 0ne in tnf =.=" eezaaa , j0in uh ! he he he . anw , aft all dhat , sh0wered , dhen eeza & q went 0ver t0 my h0mie . ate , played c0mp , SLEPT . hha , ard 6 , dhey b0th made their way h0me . dhat was when ie was bathing , again . hha ! g0t ready , and met up with papa ! 000h . ie just realised dhat ive l0st al0t 0f gd frens . AND DHAT S0ME0NE , pls eh . d0nt ask why ie can meet up with others , BUT N0T EU . dhats c0x dhey're dhem , and n0t eu . dhey understand me better . S0 MUCH BETTER . ie n0e eu can still access my bl0g , and eu'll c0ntinue t0 dr0p by . st0p asking why ie made dhat decisi0n . seri0uly uh eh . fr0m n0t hating eu , eur making me hate eu . argh . pls laaa . if eur fren c0uld understand me , why cant euu ? thank euu [insert name] . eu t0ld me t0 treat eu like my abg . well , thank euu s0 much aye . && thank euu papa f0r the advice[s] . it really gave me a kn0ck 0n my head =] aft catching up with papa , went f0r silat as per usual . hee . trng was fun . circuit trng . fun la 0ie ! zu pierced her qening . dammit ! i'm s0 jeal0us . i've been wanting t0 pierce , but nahh . i'm lazy . g00dbye t0 my piercing days . i'm s0 0ver it . ie think . hha . ♥ 24 january 09 had silat 0uting at changi beach . well , it was fun , but its mendaq . heh ! came , ate , watched dhem play 0n the beach , yadaa yadaa .. sat with ika , t00k pic , BUT all dah hilang . c0x my mem0ry card r0saq . hurr ! s0 yea . abg came late . but when he did , ie started t0 have fun . haa . suap-ed abg & peeps were asking why . hurr . he's my abg whadd . why cant ie suap him eh ? hha . ie l0ve my abg n0e . s0 damn understanding .. ♥ 25 january 09 slept at h0mie . ie was s0 damn tired . went 0ut wif kakak & abg f0r awhile . dhenn went t0 watch m0vies at h0me . hee . mama mia ; transp0rter 3 ; 7 p0unds ; && l0ts l0tss m0re uh . ♥ 26 january 09 went t0 meet papa , again . chilled with him till umm , 7 ? dhen went h0mie . thanks f0r the fun funn day . hha . && 0mg laa . mama & abah tinggal qan me at h0mie . L0L . t0ld dhen t0 wait f0r me at h0mie c0x ie wanna g0 paman's hse wif em . but when ie bleq , drg daa takde . ninnawia . hhaha . siaqq bt0l . ♥ 27 january 09 HAPPY BDAE TWINNIE . IE L0VE EU S0 S0 MUCH ! MUST CHEER UP AYE . SMIQA IS ALWAYS HERE F0R EUU . IE AM ALWAYS HERE F0R EUU . ~ like family , la qan ? ~ smiq went t0 [a]'s h0use wtht her n0eing . was supp0se t0 be a surprise la . hha ! BUT tk menjadi . damn funny la eu n0e ! s0 yaa . stayed at her hse , damn s00n aft , went t0 safra & played p00l . this is my sec0nd attempt t0 blajar play p00l , & guess whad ? ie finally pass la ! & eu n0e whadd ?! ie was the star player f0r the day . he he he . damn qec0h sia we all . & dhat mat k0tai[s] , fuck 0ff . dhix aint eur c0untry . & happy bdae haikal . [budaq kallang uh , n0t 4e1] ♥ 28 & 29 , nth much . just squ & stuffs . ♥30 january 09 . HAPPY BDAE DIAN ! (: hee . sad squ as per usual . 0nly dhat aft squ , went t0 play p00l with eeza , irni , amir , daddie fuad & yazid . s0 yea . had a funnfunn day with dhem . thanks daddie f0r the 5 buckss and the waffles . weehee ! ie miss eu b0f s0 s0 much siaa . ie swear it has been a l0ng time since we last lepak . haishh . i'm s0rry t0 frens wh0m i've l0st c0ntact with all 0f a sudden . & s0rry t0 th0se wh0 thinks i've changed in way dhat i'm n0t as qec0h like dulu .. stess babe , stress . & ie had gelanggang t0day , the trng was fun funn l0r ! hha . qec0h si0l ! first time trng happy2 . hha ! ps : twinnie . read eur p0st . cheer up aye syg . ie n0e h0w it feels t0 be in dhat p0siti0n . c0x ie was 0nce dher . and yes , ie cried my heart 0ut bec0x 0f him , akim . till n0w , ie c0uldnt l0ve any0ne as much as ie did t0 him . & ie d0nt want eu t0 be like me . its hard t0 live life like dhix . its hurting yet disap0inting . ie h0pe eu clear things up with him . ie really d0 . breaks my heart t0 see eu cry , eu n0e ? i'm glad dhat we managed t0 make eu smile dhat dayy . hee . amir & fuad gereq qan ? ie n0e . & amir said dhat IF next time eu wanna have desert , dhix time dier blanje pat ah mei cafe . hee . in the h0use la wei ! hha . siaqq siaqq . anw . ilyssm aye twinnie . i'm always here 4 euu . c0unselling h0tline : 82452842 . incase engage : 63666885 . if still tk dpt : find me thru msn , 0r paqai angin . hee(: ♥ t0day , 31 january 09 happy bday aqilah & d0uglas ! (: t0day went t0 eza's h0mie f0r the party . went late la . ard 8pm . hurr . had fun n0e ! hee . thankss t0 abg fazli & qechiq . hee . went h0mie ard 1040pm , ie think . cleant up & here ie am , finally updating . hha . alrit0 , i'm tired . g0nna g0 rest . peace 0ut ya peeps . |