0h well , things happen f0r a reas0n right . hell t0 it aye . buang yg ker0h , ambil yg jernih . my fs t0 her is m0re impt , even if ie have a bad image t0 s0me alrd & being [ fill in the blanks ] my back . but still , ie believe things will get better in time . n0t n0w , but s00n . ie h0pe la . even if it d0esnt , i'm gnna make it better . have t0 make an eff0rt right . its like talk but n0 acti0n . aha . s0 yea . i'm sh0cked , plus disp0inted . ie d0nt really n0e why laa , but its s0 utterly unexpected . like whadd ive said , i'm g0nna f0rget that this ever happened & live life per n0rmal . n0 p0int taking it t0 the heart . [ insert eur name here ] will always be my fren . unless [ insert eur name here ] d0es smth really bad and ie feel tt its t00 much la . until dhen i'll just f0rgive whaddever tt happens . but dhis d0esnt mean dhat eu can d0 al0tal0t 0f bad things t0 me laa . hha(: and yea , sh0wie f0r the inc0nvenience caused aye , [ insert eur name here ] . i'll chg here & dher t0 make me a better pers0n , hha . ak0 tawuq ak0 lame . he he . anw , life has been s0rta great . with kaki gereks ard me & family yg gerek sgtsgt . esp abg ! c0x he has been t0lerating me even th0ugh i'm a pain t0 him . hha . he's the best abg ever , ie swear ! dah la . takm0 jeal0us . hha .

s0 t0day . went t0 squ by car . t0mpang-ed eeza . em0 sia eeza ! aha . met the rest dhen went t0 assemble . eh k0rang ! ak0 dah start pay attenti0n eu n0e ! heee . ie wanna be seri0us in studies alrd . d0nwanna play a f00l . its '0' f0r g00dness sake ! ie cant believe it si0l . scary eu n0e . ahhh ! ie wanna pass with flying c0l0urs , hurr . must f0cus f0cus f0cus . SMIQA , if eu find me abit diff , bear with it kay . c0x when ie start being stress , ie chg t0 being a n0t s0 kec0h kinda pers0n . ie c0nfirm with eu all dhat it will happen s00n enuf . anw , went t0 RP . damn big si0l the squ ! ie suker ! hhaha . first thing ie said was , " kimek ! lawa kepe ! " hha . jak0n la katekan . he he . anw . tmr gg sp0re p0ly . cant wait . hee ! mintak2 its gna be fun .

t0 eeza . eur g0nna apply f0r sec4 kan ? g00d luck aye girl . d0 eur very best . all 0ut tau ! must studystudystudy . pr0ve t0 dhem tt eur s0mething , n0t a JUST . kay ? anyth beep me . i'll be dher t0 help even if i'm bz . ily(:

ie miss abah . he aint h0me dhat 0ften alrd ): w0rk w0rk w0rk . ie miss eu s0 much n0e daddie ! hurhur . we barely have time t0 even talk . 0nly a simple hi&bye . mama p0n . we barely have time tgt . & when we d0 , eu always find things t0 sc0ld me 0f . aiyer . cant we just be a happy family , pls ? imy m0mmy & daddie . ilysvm t00 .

kakak & abg , d0nt jeal0us ah . ilyt keh . hha . ie n0e abg gnna read dhis , cause he can access my bl0ggeh . hha .

chehcheh ! abg nak j0in silat jugak per ? w0h0 . gerek uh lu b0i ! hha . ie n0e eu l0ve me t00 muchh kan . tts why eu wanna j0in with me .. he he . dah shh . d0nt say ie prasan 0r whadd keh . eu mmg slalu kenekan ie . h0bby la kan ? hurr . ily abg . thanks f0r evth .

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