to everyone that i lovee;
if i die tmr, GD MORN, GD AFT && GD NIGHT.
haha, ikot ramalan kuu,
ako akan pergi,like so0o0o0on.
:D
heees. i cant handle this anymore lahhhr.
why am i having one super DIFFICULT life?
aiyoy0yo.
am i suppose to be proudd of it or waddd?
arghhh. idiot.. i want a better life lahhhhhhhr.
okeh fine, today felt super tired. woke up at ermm, 4?
dint go fer training luhr, like duhhh.
cox i slept late fer the past 2 dayys &&dint get a proper sleep.
so yeahhh. den, had a fight my adeqq.
not really a fight, but hmms.. me, my abg, && my kakak was scolding her.
kiwakk. saket hati siol. baek2 me&&my abg nk kuar,
tros tk jd. darah mengirap siol.. den satu2 diam kan diri jekkk. semue tknk bobal.
so hmms.. at 7, we went to meet ourr mum kat lift&&when to eat.
so like yeahhh, time nga makan tuhr, i tell u..
my hand was trembling seyh! dade ako plak berdebar2..
its like as if i felt weakk. aint sure whyy, but i felt like breaking down.
omg lahhr. how i wish my family dint had this dumb prob.
a person, who can make 6 person's life miserable.
&& HEYY. who are youu to curse my adeq?
i noe she's not a wise person. but, hello..
URE DUMBER OKEH. u repeated p6 like, hmms.. lets see,
TWICE? is dat worser, or is tat just worser?
okeh fine. i shall just SHH.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

today, my kakak said to me ;
'Mus, if lets sayy i die, i just wanna tell youu tat i love youu. no matter what you sayy or do, i still love youu.'
me: aww.. i love you tooo. but hey, no worries. i think i'm the one whose gonna die soon.
[my abg walks in]
kakak: hey, if i die tmr, i would like to sayy tat i love youu.
abg: i love youu tooo. but i'm the one whose gonna die earlier.
me: eh no! cnnt.. i will die the earliest. &&anw, abg.. u cnnt die dulu, if nt tkd org jage family kiterr.

wahlao. satu2 give up seyh.
seriously speaking, all 3 of us feel so hopeless.
we're feeling so unsure. but becox of the love we have,
we tk give upp, && this is wad we get in return ; rebel.
like wth okehh. wad have we done wrongg to youu?
why are u doingg this to us? arghhh. i feel so hurttttttt.
bilelahh ajal ako nih? aiye.
semoge kerje abah kuu berjalan dgn baek.
INSYA-ALLAH.
&& to those yg berdoa burukk pade keluarge kuu,
semoga doa mu itu kembali pada mu.
:D
haha, ako GILER LAHHHHHHHR.
sheeshx.