today was okeyh, at first.
but ended up wit ALL of us crying.
WTF LAA!
i feel like crying, again.
gaahhh..
dad sent me to sch. near the lift der,
he asked wads wrong wit u?
i'm like, erppps. i'm ok wad.
den he said 'u look as if u bru nangis.'
hahaa. fine, i admit. i cried ytd.
alot. not really. haha.
i just cried myself to sleep.
i really dunnch noe wad to do.
shall i just keep quiet?
or take an action tat might make me regret.
FINE. i shall wait.
=)

so then, sch went as per normal.
the performance is nice!
serious, i mean it..
aft assembly, i called mummy.

mummy: whr u?
me: kat hall uhrs. u?
mummy: aku kat tnf nyer area uhr..
me: kk. i go der.. oi! mane kaw? tkd pn..
mummy: tu pasal.. aku pn. kaw katne seyh?
me: kat hall laaa. kk. wait, i see deddy, but i dun see u.
mummy: yaa. me too. i see deddy, but not u.
me: okeyhs. i'm now behind him. [jumps up]
and mummy was like, heeee!
=)
mcm heppy gitu dier. haha.
blablabla.
mummy hugged me & cry.
funny gal.. only cried when i hugged her.
before dat, ok je.
haha. haiya! i gt tat warm touch kan?
=P
so den, we sat pat luar gym, wit az & amaliya.
played guitar.
&& yesh. smth happened today.
i was nearly hurt. but i'm not.
PHEW!
but unfortunately, someone did.
haiish. i chased after him,& cried at the same time.
i almost gt banged by a car.
arghh!
so den went baq to sch, msged him sorry like, 17 pages?
haha. semangat u!
den aft sometime, he came baq to sch.
he sat btl2 kat depan me.
like okeyh.. wanted to pujuk u.
but I JUST CANT FACE U.
I JUST CANT! ARGHH!
so den azmi called, ask me whr i am.
den blabla. i told him to panggil udyn.
i wanna tok to him.
i dunno y uhrs.
i listen to his vioce je kan,
i tros banjir..
he's vioce gt magic uhh! haha!
den tok tok. xplain wads wrong wit me,
but i dint tell him abt jufri uhrs.
nk mampos? kang die lak yg dicarik.
haha. the funny thing is,
he can ask me, ' U LAUGHING OR U CRYING?'
LOL! i dunno laa.
i'm CRYING.
but im just confused & at the same time pressured.
haishh.
so den, decided to meet udyn n azmi.
den syaqila was der. somehow, ive met her b4.
like, LOL.
so aft tat, i went home.
talked to mummy.
&& MUMMY, i seriously feel like crying.
i msged him tons of times, he tk reply.
call, tk angkat.
ARGH!
I SUCK!
MUS, U REALLY SUCK, ALOT!
GET IT?

OH GOD, AM I BEING PUNISHED?
is dix all just to teach me a lesson?
fine, i admit. ive not been gd this days.
but can u not punish me this way?
can it not involve others?
CANT IT JUST BE ME SUFFERING?
argh!
i'm sorry fren.
u should noe who.
if u happen to read, PLS 4GIVE ME.
I'M SORRY.
I NOE I SUCK.
I ADMIT.
haiish.
life is just too much!
i just cant bear it!
TWO PROBLEMS AT A TIME.
wth kan?
oh God! pls stop everything tats happening..
i promise i'll try to chg..
pls God.. i beg u.
pls let this ALL be a DREAM..
=(
kiwak.
computer gue basah.
hehks.
k fine..

MUMMY. today the three of us cried.
haiya.
i agree, we must support each other.
be strong with each other.
&& not to cry TOGETHER.
but, crying together is okeyh u noe?
its makes us feel better..

&& mummy, i love u loads.
adeq Mal, i love u too taw!
TAN, thx fer helping me, in a way u did.
haishhh.
hopefully u dun tell jali. haha.
ape ajer taw nnt dier ckp.
LOL!
i shall end hre.
i'm just too tired.
=(