sixteen and i mature every 1310.
bubbly and cheerful in the outside, broken and shattered in the inside.
i have the greatest ooofve girlfriends, a lovely soul sister&darling,
and a wonderful daddie whose been there with me thru the ups and downs.
hmm.. chatted wit irni. asked whose the "we". i noe its her, shamini,syazana,azmira.. chatted wit shamini too. i asked her, who u miss? kanesh isit.. den she say no. i miss the old u more den tt.. hah. can i cry now IZZUAN? =(( oh ya. thx fer encouraging me.. BUT. i just cant handle my life alr.. i really cant. i need them baq in my life.. i want things to go baq to normal! but i noe tats just a stupid dream.. ev irni said she dnt think we can be close frens alr.. WTH lah! i give up luh! i just hope my life ends early. =(( i cant be strong alr. i've tried..haiishh.